I’ve never been confident in my
physical abilities and have never viewed myself as being strong or capable of
completely anything physically demanding. I was never particularly good at any
sport while growing up besides being apart of the Cincinnati Ballet. When
ballet I mentioned, typically ones first thoughts are very feminine, delicate,
and graceful. When my brother participated in sports such as football he was
described as strong, aggressive and powerful. I always knew that’s how I wanted
people to view what I did. I wanted to prove not only to other but to myself
that I could be strong, powerful, and aggressive. I also wanted to prove to myself that I could
accomplish anything that I had put my mind to and trained for. This is what led
to my decision to participate in the Tough Mudder.
Tough Mudder is a twelve-mile mud
course with twenty-five military obstacles. This is described to be “one of
toughest obstacle courses in the world”. Tough Mudder is typically completed by
men in their twenties who are also extremely physically fit. As a young female
who was not near as physically fit I felt pretty uncomfortable, doubtful and
anxious. The purpose to the Tough Mudder events is for people to prove to
themselves that they are capable of accomplish such a challenging goal if they
stay dedicated and really put the effort and hard work into achieving that
goal. I wanted to be able to share that experience with many other finishers of
the Tough Mudder obstacle course.
After months of intense training
and preparation, a few of my athletic male friends and I had arrived at race
day. When we arrived to the course my nervous were running wild after seeing
the other competitors. I found myself immediately questioning my abilities and
doubting my chance at completing this rigorous course. I felt out of place and
as if the other competitors were questioning my presence at the event.
Regardless, I completed the course with all the physically fit men and
preformed at the same level. It was an extremely gratifying and amazing
experience.
As mentioned, the goal of this
event is to prove to one’s self that one is capable of anything. The event
always is extremely encouraging of camaraderie. After completing the event I
realized how much support and encouragement I had received from the fellow
competitors. I found myself wondering I had such negative feelings about the
other competitors before and made such a strong assumption. I left this event
raising several important questions to myself and with valuable lessons.
Events such as the Tough Mudder are
important to be involved in. It is important in life to reach out of ones
comfort zone and accomplish something that didn’t seem possible. It completely
changed my way of thinking and has led me to grow as a person. We have the
freedom and ability to participate in events such as the Tough Mudder, so why
not be apart of something different? It is important for us as citizens to
express our freedoms, explore, and to challenge our beliefs and ourselves.
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